We’re trained to do that, its very annoyingThis is one of my favorite pictures on the internet.
My feelings exactly today.
And we won’t talk after that conversation tonight. Everything was put out there and set in stone. Sealed.
I lied, break up post are still in full effect
12:02AM
I’m starting this rant at 12:02am……….I feel like I have so much to say. So much bottled in.
I just don’t know how to say it.
Right now I’m feeling a mixture of needing to vomit and that feeling you get before you start crying.
Thats been my thing lately, Crying.
There’s just been so much going on.
I’ve been feeling extemely overwhelmed with life and what not. I’ve been throwing me the best pitty parties ever too, sorry the were invitation only and only a select 2 got invites lol.
But now that ends.
Life is always going to be hard and I know I am strong enough to take on life’s challenges. I’ve proven that many times…MANY times. I will get over all of this and be a better person because of it..or I may turn into an alcoholic, same difference.
I’m going to TRY to stop reblogging sad break up shit, I know you’re all tired of it. And I’m not going drown myself w/ hurtful reminders. I’m not going to lie though, That was probably one of the most hurtful things to happen to me. To have someone you love just simply throw you aside like trash because you’re life was crazy and they’re not willing to help see you through the problems really fucking hurts. I mean its like being shitted on then someone coming alone to toss a glass of piss in your face. I’ll be ok though, Its still extremely fresh, so the pain is still there. Give me a few weeks and I’ll back to my evil ways with my old attitude. Let’s see how this shall turn out..and I’ll be at vcu. its like a never ending sea of hot hipsters. LOL, reminds me of how me and Anna remixed that song “If I can’t have you, I’ll just be single for the rest of my life”, Our version went “If I can’t have you, I’ll just be single for the rest of the night” lol. So true. I know I joke about it and I’m still very up and down with my feelings about it, I know that I’ll be ok eventually and I’ll find someone new, someone who can handle me at my worst and not run away when things got hard. Hmm, Maybe it’ll be a black guy hahahahaha…probably not. Maybe I’ll go back to my original dark hair, green eyes type..they were fun..aaaaaa, good times lol. Idk, Anywho the point of this was to remind myself that life goes on. Even though it may hurt like hot fuck right now, It will get better. “this too shall pass” as My twin always says.
To the left, as my Mother says lol
12:19am-Done
